A beast Captured My Heart 2 by Masterpiece

Author:Masterpiece
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: S.Yvonne Presents
Published: 2022-03-21T00:00:00+00:00

PRAISE

After having a long ass morning with Mattea, I finally was able to catch up on all my business. I had a rough ass night and regretted every moment of it. I lost control. As much as I wanted to blame all of it on Beast, I couldn’t. How he felt was how I was starting to feel, and the shit was starting to become a huge burden on me. I wanted everything to go back to how shit used to be, less complicated. I was so stressed out, mind full of thoughts, I felt like I was going crazier than I already was. Conflicted wasn’t even the word to describe how I was feeling.

I’d have thoughts of Nia, like what I would do when I finally came face to face with her. She was the first woman who I knew for a fact I fell for. The shit high key made me sick to my stomach thinking on how hard she played me. Although Gunna went out like a straight pussy, I couldn’t lie and hide the fact that it hurt me a lil. After coming back to the forefront, I felt bad as fuck for how I acted with Kayori. I had deep ass feelings for her, that had me shook too. Beast was obsessed with her, while I adored the fuck out of her. Beast and I moved as one when we took that deposit money back for her apartment.

I wasn’t thinking about how she felt, the selfish side of me wanted her all to myself. It was twisted how I felt about her. While I was starting to get deep feelings for Kayori, thoughts of Nia kept fucking me up. I once saw Nia as never betraying or hurting me, I didn’t even think she was even capable to walk away from a nigga. She tried and did that shit, but she faked it all and end up betraying me. That video Laquanna sent me of all of them fucking showed who the real Nia was, I didn’t want to believe it. The dark part of me believed it though, and that’s what I felt was starting to fuck me up with Kayori.

I wanted to trust her, something in me told me that I could. People changed without you knowing or seeing it though. I wished I could call my mom up right now, I opted out of that. All she ever did was trigger me instead of helping me. I needed fucking help. Every time I got to the point of sanity like now, I felt it in my soul how much help I truly needed. When I would lose control and turn into Beast, I felt that I didn’t need any help. Nia triggered me bad, Beast was almost a distant thing buried inside of me. I lost control once I thought she died, and I hated myself for allowing her to make me lose control of myself again. Sure, I battled with the voices even with Nia, but I still never lost control.

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